This night is darker
This night is scarier
This night is louder
Your pain in the silence
Cuts through me like a scream
When i remind myself
Your pain was worse
I remember
That pain is relative
When you left
I couldnt feel
Pain that didn’t already live inside me
It didn’t cut through me
Like a scream
I smell dry leaves in the air
And think of you
Before –
I was scared to walk alone at night
Now –
I’m still scared to walk alone
I see you around every
Corner of my eye
Every deja vu
Every sound i thought i heard
Hugo barking after you
I don’t run right after you
And i may have cried that night
But you died that night.